“You’re not meeting a character. You’re meeting the part of me that survived everything and turned it into power.
Every Goddess is born from fire. Mine was no different.
From JuliaSmiles, the name I gave myself in a dark time, grew the seed of something greater: Goddess Sophia Nyx.
She isn’t separate from me. She carries the lessons of survival, but not the weight of the wounds. She is transformation embodied , fierce, loving, unafraid.”
The Woman Behind the Goddess
I have always felt people, their emotions, their truths, their intentions. Being an empath is not something I learned; it’s something that’s always been. Ignoring it has never gone well for me. This sensitivity has been both a gift and a challenge, a guide when I listened, and a weight when I resisted.
In one of my darkest seasons, I gave myself a name: JuliaSmiles.
It was more than a name; it was a promise. I believed that if I could just keep smiling, somehow, light would find its way back in. That smile became my quiet rebellion, my vow that I would not stay in the dark. And eventually, the light returned.
What I didn’t know then was that JuliaSmiles was only the beginning, a seed, planted in shadow, growing toward something far greater.
The Birth of the Goddess
From that seed rose Goddess Sophia Nyx.
She is not separate from me; she is the evolution of me.
She carries my lessons, not my wounds.
She is the flowering of everything I have endured, learned, and become.
Where I once focused only on survival, she embodies transformation.
Where I once held my tongue, she speaks truth without apology.
Where I once hid my pain, she rises fierce, loving, and unafraid.
Sophia Nyx is my altar-ego — my truth unbound.
She honors not only my own becoming but the larger Feminine Rising unfolding across the world.
Why I Speak
I speak because I know what it feels like to be silenced.
I guide because I know what it feels like to be lost.
I tell the truth because I have seen the damage that denial can do.
Goddess Sophia Nyx exists to bring clarity and compassion, not sugarcoated comfort. She offers love, yes, but the kind that liberates.
The Path I Share
My book, Tarot’s Veiled Journey, and everything I create, candles, teachings, art, readings, all emerge from this path. They are offerings of devotion, wisdom, and fierce honesty, born from lived experience and spiritual transformation.
If I had to put it simply:
JuliaSmiles is the root, the survivor, the seeker, the one who kept smiling through the dark.
Sophia Nyx is the bloom, the oracle, the voice of love, truth, and divine transformation.
Together, we are one.